jhankaar beats ;)

hiii sweety :))...m back wid a new episode of r badnaam dosti..:P:P
taking u back 2 d good old days..:)
hnji to it ws d day of performance, d day all hv been waiting 4 except me(mujhe practice zyada achi lagti h..final k bad to sb ovr ho jata h:/).
subah frst cls to sone me he miss kar d...maa kasam kya mast neend ati h subah..hamare colg wale night shifts me clses kyu ni kr dete! fir to pakka m sari cls krungi...hehe :P To shayad maine ek adh cls k morning me n dn i saw u ppl sitting in courtyard..aparna, cs log announcement krne a rhe the..dn i guess either anurag or me prompted ki ek bar aur practice kr lete hain..fir kya u 2 were ready..varsha bhi aa gyi n hm pohoch gye sadde adde pe...haye ram jb bhi us din ko yad krti hun, hasne k alawa kuch yaad ni ata..us din to agr commedy circus wale hume dekh lete to archana pooran singh ki to chhutti pakki thi :P:P so we started practicing...oye age sach me kuch bhi yaad ni aa rha..bs anurag ka chehra yad h kehte hue..mam plz krlo..itna mat haso..n next tym mai ni hasi to wo khud he hasne lga tha..sara coordination hil gya tha..ek bhi step ni..lift ho he ni rahi thi..sahi hona to dur ki baat h..bt fir bhi we were determined 2 do it..bas darr tha ki RO pr na create ho jaye..fir to comedy circus k contestent bhi hm he ban jate..khair yad ni ki fynally sahi ho paya tha k ni..pr fir hm sb baith gye the 'bakaiti' katne ko..hope d spelling is correct..:P hnji to discussion kaha se shuru hu...ni pta..bus kuch kuch batein yaad hain..daru se lekar non-veg food sb discuss kiya tha...u told me ki u dnt drink..shayad tb tak bs ek bar pee thi..wo bhi beer n wo bhi ek can me ath log!!! ye ultimate tha! n bechara anurag non-veg ni khata to hm aur non veg ki batein krk use chida rhe the..maine bhi tumhe apni trip wali lost chance k bare me btaya tha... n ye bhi ki non veg ni khati bt wanna try..tumhe pta jb ek din hm sb log photocopy shop k bahar baith kr baikaiti kaat rhe the n mujhse kisi ne poocha tha non veg k liye n meri zagah tmne ans de diya tha ki ye non-veg ni khati..hamari saas atak gyi thi..ki ab to mazak banna pakka..bt chalo bach gyye..nyways cmng back 2 d topic...anurag ne kuch apni school me tragedy hone ki baat bhi btayi thi jo wo btana bhi chahta tha n nahi bhi..bt kisi ne zyada insist kiya he ni bechare ko..varsha ekdum chupchap apne phone me lagi thi shayad..bde phone ate the yr ladki k..:P:P khair pta ni aise batiyate batiyate acha khasa tym kat gya tha..aparna,cs n shefali log naraz the..kitni practice krni hoti h in logo ko..asif bus ek'teri kami' he hone wala h OP me..n shefali ne kaha ki unka bhi to dance h..unhone to bs do bar he kiya aur ho gya...n varsha ki bhi burai ki...wo kaam ni krti h bs dabnce kra lo..uske batchies bhi naraj the ki use kam se xemption kyu mil rha h..badi mushkil se cs ko samjhaya thanks 2 mamta..ki apan log k step to ho gye the..bt coordination k liye practice chahiye hai..n shefali logo ka dance more of balad tha..lyrics based..only 2 members..less of coordination required...n varsha ko bhi defend kiya ki bechari thak jati h..pure din to wo practice krti h..bt dis ws of no use...
well tym beeta..n we were backstage..haye re jaan nikal rahi thi dar k mare..kuch bhi yad ni aa rha tha..u were on stage...sach btau to i ws missing u...kash tm aa jao... n firse hm haskr darr bhaga skein..khair i ws very happy 2 c anurag..wo thodi der wahi bat krta rha...fir tum bhi aa gye..felt a bit relaxed...u n anurag memorised few of ur steps..."d kamartod steps" :P:P":D..arey han tmne apne lower pe tape bhi lgaya tha na:P:P khair hm bhi kb tak khair mnate..apni chance bhi aa gyi..lights dimmd...we al took r positions..dhadkane tez..me waiting for running or betr say jumping on ur thigh..n dn we r in form..flowing wid d sng..ful2 xpressions...n thank god..coordination 2...haye re kya hooting hui thi bey...awesum..maza he aa gya tha...one of bestest moments of my lyf..though it ws soon 2 b folowed by wrst 1...bt koina...balance maintain rehna zaroori tha..dn again dere ws again a call for teri kami..it ws gud 2..xcept d last lift jise maine kabada kr diya..
soon..d mst awaited ws nw near 2 its end...photo session chalu tha....pta ni who said for d teri kami grp photograph..well i ws in..jst lov facing camera....hehe :P bt fir sb maze lene lage..me n u were on xtreme corners initially..bt were dn askd 2 stand in couple..we did..bt wid my arms lockd in2 mine n wid a distance..dn aparna askd u 2 put ur hand around my shoulder..i put it dwn..sry if u felt rude..bt it ws jst dat i ws nw feeling bit conscious..well photosession to ho gya...i sat aside wid mridu..waiting for mamta n cs 2 get free...i suddenly realised dat dey werent dere nymore..i thought k wo log rum pr chale gye..shayad mai unhe dikhi nahi isliye ni pucha...m bhi room pr chali gyi..bt wo log waha nahi the..opend fb n saw ur status...fir socha abhi to bhala chnga tha...ise kya ho gya...bt mujhe zyada der sochna nahi pda...teri call aa gyi...n hm sochne lge abey tu aisa kya lag gya..bt khair tm mujhe jante ni the..mujhe aisi bato pr sirf hasi ati h gussa nahi..:P:P
khair cs came to room soon..n told al dat happnd behind me..she told me k tm dhuki wale song k tym camera lekr beech me akr baith gye the..n fir bohot mazak udaya..n han use bura bhi lga tha tera ye action..chl aur to mujhe kuch bhi yad ni....over 2 u....bbyee...:))

Pre Jhankaar practice:Making of unforgettable memories...

Mood kharab,dimag me chemical locha,storms of thots inside da head nd jst 1 person wid whom i cn share evrythng nd dat too is off to sleep...to kya karen..socha kahani ko hi aage badha den...
Last 'episode' me apne dekha how did the '2 despos' get to knw each othr nd how they became dance partners...:P
Lets get on with the story now...
So a new day had begun,thoda dara dara sa bt andar se happy happy i left hostel fr the preparation of jhankaar...bahot sara kam manage karna tha bt since i had the dance now to mjhe thoda relaxation mil gaya tha daud bhag wale field wrk se(thanks to team teri kami),bt still kai sare singing wale auditions bache the nd jinhe select kiya tha unki bhi progress dekhni thi,poora 1st yr bevkuf tha koi prac nai kiya tha,1-1 cheez samjhani padti thi inhe,frm stage presence to variation to voice modulation evrythng,increasiing my headache...:/
Neways saari practice strt ho gain.Jo jahan khopcha paa raha tha strt ho ja raha tha.Anurag nd Varsha ki 'madhubala' ki practice ke bad humlog ki baari thi n ek bar fir if nt all to kai saari nazren humari taraf thin...The practice strted.Now i ws feeling bttr nd more confident abt watever i ws doing,nd my participation level nd presence of mind was also bttr.Steps to sai ho rae the bt dono pair ke coordination ki waat lagi hui thi.Hum log(me nd shweta) bar bar lag kr ja rae the.Mere lambe lambe hathon ko jab tak shweta ek bar cover krti utni der me varsha 2 tyms anurag ke chote hand span ko cover kr le rai thi ;) ha ha ha,nd then upar se hand position exchange krte tym bar bar hath fans ja rae the cz shweta ki height kam thi.Coordination ws smthng jo shayad seedhe final perfomance me hi aya tha,if i m nt cmpltly wrong.:P
Another thing worth mentioning,the steps.Some of the steps were nt decided.Myself nd anurag were discussing over them watchn d original vdo nd then we saw that hath paas laake eyes in eyes dalke wala step nd that piche se hath rakhne wala nd wo hand in hand nd halki si wave jisme leni thi wo wala step...nd we decided to use them in d song.Tb kisne socha tha ye steps itne special hone wale hain.:):D
Lifts me abhi bhi pblm aa rai thi,grip uncomfrtable si thi madam ko(mujhe to us tym gussa aa raha tha 1 to waise hi lifts me thodi hichkichahahat si thi mujhmen uspe bhi discussion ://) nd mehnat bi zada lag rai thi us grip me..then anurag ki grip try ki to sai ho gaya,we both were much more comfortable with it.:)
That day or the nxt shayad,arpita nd kriti maam bhi aae hue the(pass outs frm yfac,they are lyk angels fr me nd mjhe bhi wo log bhot maante the).Arpita maam ne classicl seekha tha to i askd her to cm nd see our practice nd she agreed,kriti maam also accompanied her.
Sham ko unlog ne dekha humara dance nd they both were impressed bs wai coordination ki kami thi.They said both d song nd d dance were very sweet bs coordination sudhar lo...nd again mere xpressions ki tareef (as usual)...:P
That day after dat i went to arpita maam who ws roaming alone in d clg,cz kriti mam had left...waha bohot maza aya,maam ws lost in her clg memories.We talkd abt our clg n scul memories...it was so sweet of her sharing ol those things wid me,mai bhaukali hun na sab log mujhse share karte hain.;):)
Aftr dropping her on the main gate aftr abt 1/2hr,it ws tym to get bak to wrk.Pehle to 1-2 auditions aur liye nd then thode discussion ke bad it was tym fr teri kami ki prprn...Bevkuf shweta apni frn radhika ko bhi leti aai thi nd mujhe sharam aa rai thi dance krne me..bt kya krte,i had to do it.:/
Hum dono ka mazak banna strt ho gaya tha isiliye mai kisise nazren ni mila raha tha.fir bhi thoda bahot chal raha tha...Ab tak hum dono ki bhi apas me tuning sai typ ki ho gai thi..Wo un awazon pe mazak karna,shweta nd varsha ka starting step me daudne se pehle hi hans padna,coordination gadbadane pe hansi mazak karna...in sab me sab ko hi khub maza aa raha tha.
Then isi beech decide hua dat last me all the oorja members frm 2nd n 3rd yr wud be dancing on 'har ek frn zaruri hota hai'...mast dance ki coreography shef n aparna n chanda kar rae the shayad...Earlier shef didnt hav a partner bt mai jaise hi khali hua usme bhi ghus gaya,the idea in itself ws so mast dat i cudnt cntrl myself...Then pre-jhankar nyt pe jab kafi had tak kam khatam ho gaya tha then all of us decided to relax a li'll,that too by dancing..Mauka bhi tha dastoor bhi tha nd resources bhi,fir kya masti on switty switty,dhunki,shaktimaan nd end me har ek frn zruri hota hai pe bhi dance hua,those were sm of the best moments of my cllg lyf wich i realise now...wen things hav changed so drastically nd disastrously(i dnt knw if dat wrd exists)...its now that i had realised dat tym is irreversible specially due to the conditions prevailing...The hope of smthng equivalent is more of cheating urself...bt kya karun dil hai ki manta nai...may be someday i'll be able to bring evry1 bak 2gether again nd remind them "har ek frn zaruri hota hai"..:):)
Coming bak to the story..Sab ke chehre pe 440 volt ki supply ki khushi dikh rai thi...Evry1 was xcitd about 'wat wud happen tomoro?koi gabad to ni hogi etc etc) nd myslf, kullu nd KV sabko samjha rae the ki sab mast ho jaega pareshan mat ho...At last the show ws over..nd v returned bak..
The day wasnt over yet.Ab hostel aake 1st nd 2nd yrs ke play ki taiyyari karwani thi(dekha na kitna responsbilities hai is 6.2ft ki nanhi si jaan pe)..Kya wahiyat dialogues the yar,khatarnak ekdam ki poora RO hil jata,dbl meaning se ot-prot.Kai sare dialogues hmlog ne milke katwae nd edit karwae fir.Bt some of the actors were gud.Itne me mamta ka phn ata hai abt the dress fr d dance.To pata chala shweta ki chot(sm sweeling type ki thi) had increased...It wasnt that painful in the evening bt it ws pbbly hurting her dat tym.To i jst asked mamta to take care nd sekai karne ko bola...Bas itna sa gunah tha ki fir se khichai ho gai..:/..Ek bar to mai bhi sochne pe majbur ho gaya if i ws getting too protective bt then nai yaarrr itna to banta hai,akhir dance partner thi meri...;):P
Raat me around 3 am tak shayad we had to stay bak there guiding their practice fir subah jaldi uthna bhi tha...bas fir kya jaate hi bed pe fael gae...Us din to sapna kya aya ye bhi yaad nai...:P

This was a view of the pre-Jhankar era ,the happenings that took place on the day of Jhankar nd aftr that be wud be mentioned in next editions.
Till then shubh ratri,shabba khaer!!!
Maze karooo.........

ye raat dhal na jaye..samet lun main har pal..:)

Samajh ni aa rha kithe te start karun..jaise he sochti hun kuch likhun…neend aane lagti h…eh! Writing is really a tough..actually very very tough job for me…I can do d reading part pretty well..oye chal ek deal krte hain..tu likh..mai apna part comment me add on kr dungi.what say??…waise pta h mujhe tera ans kya hoga! Bhais k age been bajane se koi fayda ni..bachpan me pdha tha :p..likhne me sare dimag ki kasrat ek sath ho jati h…bt chal tera nam lekar shuru ho jati h....hehe..:P

Hanji to kaha khatm kiya tha…ok yad aya..to loji ho gyi nayi subah….actually din :P chhutti  me zaldi kaun uthta h..!khair  jaldi he pohoch gye apne naye adde pe…varsha n anurag were really doing good…maza aa rha tha!! :D frst song was done! Time for d second 1..u hv already mentioned hw teri kami came in2 picture..so it ws decided dat varsha n anurag wil perform on it…n I had 2 do dhunki(uska to nam lene ka bhi man ni krta…aisa kabada hua L bt koini..abhi sirf achi batein..)we were practising simultaneousy….i wud stop dancing in b/w  n keep on luking at dat practising happy pair…I dnt knw y bt I ws being pulled towards dm..i ws feeling lyk ah! Wish I cud do it 2 L…pooja n d odr grl(I forgot d name) wud interrupt me n bring me out of my dream…

Bt pta mujhme ek azeeb deformity h…I can handle all d pain n sadness all alone bt happiness, my stupid dreams ,wishes batane se rokna mere bas ki bat ni h…akhir kya kehkr roku khud ko…sab kuch positive lagne lgta h...mano  sab destined h..;)(ya yun keh lo ki ye ek bahana h,dil ki baat manne ka! :P)  to maine usi khushi me anurag se keh diya..yr mera bohot mann kr rha h ye dance krne ka…mera to apni performance me mann he ni lag rha…to fir he said..kr lo na mam…n fir te sara thuanu pta he h :P ;)

So we 2 were performing nw….acha ek min jab tumhara nam suggest kiya to mere dimag me ek khayal ye bhi aya tha..ki tm sochoge kaisi ladki h..bus dance krna h..ye bhi ni pta ki partner kaun hoga! Khair tum he nikle…n I had a good impression of u..

Though cs tumhe har bat me nali me luthorti thi  n crane se bhi latkaya tha( dusht ladke!! Tumne use ye bta diya tha) bt side by side tareef krk nullify bhi krti rehti…n dere were a few more instances dat led me 2 belv dat u r a gud prsns….(vl tell dm later)..

Coming back 2 d topic..so we startd dancing…my happiness knew no bounds!..i ws a bit conscious bt wen I saw u dat my partner ws doubly conscious dan me…I realy wantd 2 laugh dn I thought chhodo yr..aise to ho gya dance! Fir we discussed a few steps widout music…n d lift dat ws cancelled is 1 of my fav..(swings se mujhe bachpan se pyar h n tumne to mujhe bde maje me jhula diya..bda maza aya..hehe…dto) bt acha hua dat ws cancelled..cs n mamta told me dat it wsnt luking decent nuf 4 RO..n dn in one u were nt able to lift me properly..i guess u weren’t comfortable holding me…dn I hd to place ur hands on my waist myself…dat ws really embarrassing….n yet another 1..wen d last lift dint go ryt…u forgot 2 tilt ur head backwards..(I hope u r in DTO mode)..

Bt ab dance krna tha to kab tak sharmate…bt ye mazedar  tha ki ladka ladki se zyada sharma rha tha n d grl ws trying 2 shed his hesitation...:P kitna seedha bcha type  feel ho rha h na :P :P. N dn dere were odr steps..sum really sweet..especially d 1..in which I had to bring my hand near ur face..ur eyes lukd 2 innocent…n ur face..damn serious man! Kya solid xpressions hote the! n in d step in we had 2 cross r arms behind d head..yr seriously tum kitne lambe ho..mujhe wo pura step uchak k krna pd rha tha..meri height theek thak h,..bt tumne to bona feel kara diya! N d step in which I had 2 turn around n hug u(sort of) frm d back…I cudnt feel comfortable till end..u evn pointd out it once bt ofcource in vain :P.  Soon, all my conscious disappeared…n I ws njoyng every moment of r dance J

I cald u apurv sir…n ws addressed as shweta mam by u..dat ws really sweet…wo chhoti wali chhedkhani…mazedar thi yar…m tot gayi thi wid radhika…n cs cald me saying dat u r missing me…haha…samajh aa gya kitni nautanki chal rahi h mere peeche…..wapas aayi to d entire  oorja team ws dere..sham k andhere me wen we performed, aparna said”rulaoge kya apurv” dat ws really gr8 heartening comment 4 me..:) usk baad d whole team danced on hare k frnd zaroori hota h…yar kya scene tha..bda maza aa rha tha…lag rha tha ki bas waqt aise he tham jae…na jane kab ye pal lautkr ayenge…ayenge bhi ya nahi…har face smile kr rha tha…sab kitne khush the…dil se khush the….d lines written below  r really apt 4 d time..wha khade hokar I ws watching everybody…

“ye raat dhal na jae…samet loon main har pal..

Aa mil k sajayein..jo ana wala h kal…”

Seriously dose days hav been my best days  of colg lyf…hope I get 2 make many more beautiful memories n u 2..:)

N yes upar I left sum part 2 describe later…cs 1nce told me dat u 1c saw me al labour chowk. Dat told me dat u recognise me..dn she told me dat u saw me while coming frm home..i had luggage wid me..u were confused.. should u offer help or not(u had an impression dat I don’t know u).. .though u dint help..bt d thought of it made me think dat u r good boy…n ofcource ur statuses told a lot about u..:P