an answer.....

I think I hav got answr 2 ur question(remember ur status)…..well d situation promptd me 2 think ovr it…y do i wantd a persn in my lyf…well nt having frnz can never b a reasn 4 it(in my case)..d reasns  were different..i hv mentioned a few here..dey mite help u too...u knw wht feelings r really very simple…its jst dat we run away from accepting dem…dey r really simple, pure n serene…jst natural n beautiful….hope u r reading it wid full feeling though I m xpecting u r nt.

u knw wht we hav plenty of ppl around us..bt still we miss sm1…sm1 who cud jst cum suddenly frm  nowhere n cuddle u frm behind n giv solace 2 ur heart…ofcourse dere has 2 b smthing special abt him/her..
parents care for us wen we r small..wait! dnt start  judging me…wen we grow up, parents still love n care us…bt dey stop showing..dey want u 2 face d wrld n grw strong…hm bhi ghr se nikalte hain pure vishwas k sath dat m strong nuf 2 face it all..bt dere is a fear in ur heart(u dnt accept it) u want sm1 2 luk into ur eyes n hold ur hand n tell u its gonna b fy9..nobdy wud repeat d same line 4 u hundred times dan d 1 who loves u..
u hav frnz 2 talk2 bt still we say we want sm1 wid whum I can share everything…u can definitely share everything wid frnz…bt dere is fear again dat stops u..strange bt true..m sure u rnt comfortable pouring ur heart in frnt of ur evn best frnd in d purest form of feelings.. its dn u think of a hypothetical person 2 whom u cud hav told it all n felt lighter...u tell ur frns ;dey hear  n giv u deir xpert advices. Bt smtimes we dnt want advices(situations lyk where tym is an ans or do nt hav ny ans)..al we want is r lover 2 kiss away d pain frm r heart..n a shoulder 2 relax on..ofcorce ur frnz vl say chal bahar chlte h..mood sahi ho jayega.. daru party krte hain..etc etc..bt jst think of d pleasure dat a hug can giv u.. d smile on his/her face, d radiance,tangling ur finger in2 her/his  hair or fingers etc( sry m thodi zyada sapneeli hun..dnt knw if u knw dis syd of me)…
u hav ur younger sis/ bro 2 take care of bt still u need 1 4 whom u want to liv, 4 whom u wrk n 4 whom u can sacrifice everything….loving  sm1 n being lovd by d same persn  is really d most beautiful feeling in d wrld…u want 2 take care of dat spcl sm1…u allow ur sis/bro  2  face d wrld(again d same feeling..u want dm 2 grw up n get strong) bt d spcl persn is already of ur age(near about…m nt talking about cheeni kam cases)..u want 2save her/ him frm d harsh realities of wrld…u wanna take her face in cup of ur hands(cup nt literally…jst imagine her face in ur hands) n keep her safe..protect her..u take her as feeble, soft doll who jst needs u or is crazy nuf 2 get in2 troubles…n u want 2 b wid her/him  preserving frm every prick on d way..a single tear in her eyes can create earthquake,landslides all at d same tym in ur heart…n dn wen dat sm1 jst turns her face n smiles at u..all ur  tention vanishes..its virtual bt wid real feel..amazing realisation…if u ever paid attention to all wht I wrote dere is 1 thing commo manifesting itself in different forms….guess wht??

Try try…u can…hmmn… okhei…its  d sweet ,gentle ‘touch’…plz..DTO.. I expect u 2 b serious n no joke OR insane thoughts abt it..u knw y ppl do handshake..its a touch dat brings warmth..a trange feel of trust..ur hanshake can tel smwht abt ur personality..evn if d prsn is nt physically present in frnt of u..u try 2 feel her/hm, miss her/hm..feel of her being close...u need sm1 4 whom u can proudly say 2 urself…she/he is mine ..all mine..jst mine..n m all hers/his… dis feeling of possession is strange bt very strong n relevant 2(though I still don’t support it in frndship).
howsoever u r parents , bro/sis loves u, dis feelin is different....

 We want a spcl persn in lyf..whose very presence can make wrld go beautiful, n whose absence pains lyk nything…d craving 2 reach her/him n take dat persn in ur arms n never let him/her go. Be loved truly, deeply madly n loving d same way…smtimes dere is a lot of joy in giving ur everything  2 a person…songs aise he ni  hote..dere is a lot of reason in dm..
ptani maine yahi sochkr likha tha k ni…jaise he feel hua k ans mila likh diya..ho skta h beech me koi aur road pakad li ho..i mite hav been carried away by feelings while writing it..hope it answers ur question..all d best!!

ps: pta ni kya kya likh diya,ab padhkr khud hasi aa ri h...bt bohot serious,ekdum charged wid feelings wali state me likha tha..