jst d beginning ;)..

october 25, 2011

11:30am

Hi diary..

It has been a long time since I shared my secrets wid u….sry 4 being so busy..bt u knw I cant stay away frm my lov 4 long..so here I m back again wid lots of happiness and, of cource, wid hoards of confusion…As I promised u dat I wont let my dis sem  go in vain n dat I’l do smthng interesting n happening . So, 2day ws d second day of SAJ(sports events)….I participated in googly…d cricket wid special rules for girls I told u, remember??..smtimes its really good 2 b a girl n hv a poor sex ratio ;-) ..the govt gives u reservation in education, parliament, njoy benefit in lesser income taxes etc..hey sry sry.. c’mon u knw me diary..i ws jst kidding.

Cuming back 2 d topic..Aftr d match I ws quite tired..ofcource nt bcz of playing bt awieee…colg ki sadke naapte-2  shayad…n also it hadn’t been a gud day 4 nsp(nainsukhprapti)..last time to kitne bande pasand aye the..n abki bar to ek b ni L . Well aftr d match I jst went 2 my rum n thought of lying on mah bed n dream. My fav timepass J :P :D…bt suddenly my phone rang..i liftd it quickly…it gives me immense pleasure wen my phone rings ;)…it was mamta…she askd me 2 cum dwn near d transformer…all my tiredness disappeared at once..it wsnt d time 2 dream..it ws 4 action!!

I went dere……to me d scene sumhw appeared artistic… it’s a bit difficult 2 xplain bt lemme try..u knw I lyk strange things. I m also quite obsessed with sitng on side of a clean road in a group. No no..nt 4 strike or dharna(though dats xciting too) n nt evn wid ny bowl in mah hand  bt jst  awiee, casually.. hanji to sb itne aaram se sadak kinare pasre hue the..n kullu k mathe me to itni tension bhari lines thi k I cud visualise wo  50 saal bad kaisa lagega :P..tiwari ji apne me he mughd the..varsha n anurag were trying 2 think of sum steps ….hmmn….kuch to rangeeniyat thi us nazare me .. mano..

“Ek Shararat Hone Ko Hai
Ek Qayamat Hone Ko Hai”:P

 I hd 2 coreograph sm  songs  for JHANKAAR…mamta knew my love for dance n hd cald me at once she felt d need. Bt u knw hw shy I m..(blush ka smiley ni pta..manage wid this) J!  At first, I hesitated  bt cudnt stop my feet picking up d beats 4 long..dancing is 1thing dat can make me go mad n forget everything...i m jst myself while dancing n my happiness knws no bounds...d smile, laugh all cums straight from d heart..everything gets beautiful..:). People  siting out dere were murmering smthing…n I knew wht ws it abt…every grl is blessed wid a special sixth sense ;).  Soon mamta  askd me if I can perform in OP n whispered in my ears, all the appreciation I ws getn.…I found myself blushing J n beeming with joy. Like every other grl, I 2 love appreciation.;).

RO Plant doesn’t njoy good repo in r colg..bt u knw since first yr I wanted 2 perform on R.O. It ws ofcourse d best time. Bt I hav a protocol “never accept wht ur heart says at first..mind is wiser..let ur heart convince ur mind...” . so, I refused.   I ws afraid of getng defamed. U knw it matrs a lot 2 me.  So, here I m in a fight mind vs heart..its really interesting  bt requires a hell lot patience n sumtimes coffee 2…yeah..it helps keeping u in ur senses..:P

N pta I heard a new song 2day…”teri kami”..anurag  suggested 2 dance on it..yr gazab ka song tha…n video bhi bohot sahi thi…bt we hav jst 1 day left for preparation L. Ab to mushqil h..koini  we wil take sum odr song….:/

In all had a mast, rapchick day….lets c wat awaits 2mrw...my fingers r crossed!! J